Will I ever learn?

I know my mama raised me right when I continuously have ultimate faith in other people that absolutely, positively DON'T DESERVE IT. Being optimistic, motivational, positive to a fault just doesn't bring them around. It's as if I put these type of people on my shoulders and hold them up when the entire time they are drilling me right into the ground. Some people have a soul, a heart, and a conscience...some don't. I have yet to discern how to differentiate these two types. People are good cons though ya know? Once you think you know them, WHAM! Those true colors are hard to suppress. It makes you feel like your judgment of others is way off and can be so hurtful. Ah hell...live and learn and don't make the same mistakes twice. I always learn the hard way and this time was no exception. So with that being said, I would like to say THANK YOU MOM for making me the person I am. I wouldn't change a thing about me for anything and I hope I make you proud.

So, I have some great plans for this upcoming week that I am really excited about. Nothing like diving head first into something that makes you feel great! I think I have been pushing things to the backburner due to the company I have kept and I have suffered greatly for it. Doing the things you love make each of us fulfilled and happy. I do these things because I am GREAT AT THEM, not because I am trying to make up for any shortcomings. How sad for those that do. Yep, I'm readyyyyyyy!

So, my boy Max...a.k.a."squeaks" (he squeaks when he yawns...and he yawns alot!) is growing like a weed! He is gonna be a big boy! Very smart and FIESTY. I like 'em fiesty! We have his vet appt. tomorrow to get his next series of shots and to discuss his ear cropping. I love the way a dobie looks as an adult. Can't wait to see him all grown up in a show winning stance-gives me chills!

So, Jill and I are settling into our new pad quite nicely. This place looks like it belongs in a magazine. She really has a knack for decorating! We took some pics when we first moved in before a night on the town, so I will share them with y'all. Also throwin' in more pics of Maximus. Get used to it...I am driving my friends crazy with all the phone pics of him! lol! Love my lil' guy!

Hope all is well...stay tuned and check back here frequently for what's goin on in my world k? Members: Andy is back in action so I will be sending my next update asap!
Nite,
G

A New Love of My Life

Well, after two years and much contemplation, I finally did it. I searched for and found the next love of my life. He is simply amazing--the joy he brings to me just cannot be described. My past love will always be my one and only, but this boy is amazing in his own right and means the world to me. I agonized over this but knew in my soul it was time. Part of me has been missing without this incredible connection and I am going to embrace the time I have with him for as long as we are together. Allow me to introduce MAXIMUS VON SKYLOCKE...I call him "Max".



To say I am walking on a cloud would be an understatement. In no way am I trying to replace my beloved Electra. There simply can be no replacement. She was in a league of her own and is the most precious gift I have ever had. Max and I have a lot of fun times ahead of us and great memories to make. What a sweetie!!!
Love,
G