I would like to title this entry, "Wolf in Sheep's Clothing". I think we all know what I mean when I say that. It is someone that appears outwardly to have your best interest at heart, but behind your back can be as hurtful and mean as they come. I am not sure what drives people to be this way...maybe it was a bad upbringing, or an unknown beef they have, or they could simply be JEALOUS. I can come across a bit tactless or abrupt at times and sometimes a little too brutally honest. That is part of my upbringing. Honestly, I think I would rather people know the REAL me and possibly have an issue with it than be FAKE and have everyone think I am the greatest, ya know? I can tell you that my delivery may be a bit unsettling at times but my intention is always good if I care for you. I think it is ironic how these wolf/sheep types always seem to be flushed out into the open over time. I have a weird internal compartmentalizing system where I put people in certain "compartments" according to their character. I have a "best friend" box, a "fair-weather friend" box, a "I don't give a shit about this person" box and an "enemy" box. I think I will have to develop an entirely different box for the above mentioned type. I think I find them the least desirable...even more so than the enemy box. At least with the enemy you know where you stand.

Heather Pedigo recently visited Oklahoma and is looking LARGE AND IN CHARGE! Wow! She knocked my socks off! I really, really like this girl. She makes me proud to be a fellow fbber. Super duper sweet and a hard ass worker! I wish her all the best and think the sky's the limit for her in this industry. Go Heather Go!!! Love ya!

I am editing my next update and will send it to the newly relocated Andy! Super happy for him and his new life here in the states! I will leave you with a pic I found floating around one of the forums from Vegas last year. It was taken by my good buddy Hans--photographer extraordinaire! I had a secret there...I had just torn my calf the day before right before getting on the plane. I was in complete despair but tried to put on a brave face the entire time. Ahhh life! You guys enjoy your weekend!